Welcome to my first post for 2024. It’s wonderful to have you here with me. I’m constantly surprised and delighted that I am still writing and connecting with you. Back in October 2020 when I began, I had no idea how this would go. I wasn’t even certain that I would be able to manage technologically to maintain my website and process posts for you to see.
So, thank you for being here and for the comments you’ve passed along to me. It really means a lot that you take the time to let me know you’re out there.
During the three plus years I’ve allowed myself to tell you my truth and to share my story, realizing that it was possible that only some of you would remain interested, because it’s not an ordinary story.
But are any of our stories ordinary? Is yours?
I strongly tend to doubt it. We all live such fantastic lives no matter how common they seem at times. When we choose to open ourselves and let our divine essence run free, to explore and experiment, to offer honesty and light to each other, all of our worlds expand.
It took me a lot of years to let go of being small and hiding my light from all but a few. For me, it became necessary to release, to let go of everything that was holding me back.
I wonder, do you ever feel this way? Do you sense an absolute joy deep inside you, but are reluctant to bring it out in the open?
Does that feel too threatening somehow? Too intense? To revealing?
That is actually a large part of why I write these posts. I want to encourage you to step into your own magical, mystical, brilliant light. I know it’s there inside of you waiting. Waiting for you to decide what’s to be gained or lost.
I want to know what you can hear if you listen closely to your heart.
I had to know, no matter what the potential cost would be to me. I had to know for sure. And so, I wrote and wrote and wrote some more, until all of the fluff was gone. Until I was deep enough for the truth to come out, the honesty.
Maybe you need an example, a possible route to follow. When I gave myself permission to reveal my true feelings, this is what happened. I came into contact with god. We spoke to each other. This time it was a male voice. Without having to ask, I knew the voice was also a part of me, not separate, but the same.
I offer this conversation as one way you could begin. There are so many ways, enough so that anyone can find their own depth, their own center and balance.
I wonder what you hear
When you lean in close
Is it the sound of a sweet voice
Can you feel he loves you
Are you filled with hurting
Do you overflow with pain
Do you want to be close
Taken under his wing
Do you dream of belonging
Do you have hope for the future
Has the world often crushed you
Has it broken your heart
Do you need some salvation
Have you trusted the wrong ones
Have you hit lots of dead ends
Is your faith in the dust
Time to know something new
Time to let go this life
Time to open in all ways
To see his beautiful face
Nothing required
And nothing demanded
Just say one word
Just open the door
He is always waiting
He walks beside you
His hand is wide open
To take yours and mine
The dream is for real life
To spend it connected
To love every other
As much as we can
May your pathway become clear, and your truth be revealed. Without needing to know you directly, I can tell you, I love you.
