Imagine that you are a being of light. You have form, but no tangible substance. And as light, you flow.
Imagine that you know everything there is to be known. For you, there are no unanswerable questions. You are pure awareness, pure consciousness.
You are part of the ocean of bliss. It is your home and you call it, heaven.
I was a part of this bliss. I am still a part of this.
This matters to me because the awareness of this represents an unbreakable promise, that I will return home, after my earth life is complete. There is immense freedom in this assurance.
There was a moment in time where I chose to shift my awareness and decided to live a life of a spiritual being, as a human being.
There was a ceremony for me in heaven. A passage. A losing and a gaining.
I chose to experience the ‘great forgetting’, where I released my awareness of all things, so that I could live without knowing the answers to all of my questions. I chose to shift my perspective so that I could create and experience every part of my human life with newness. And I accepted the gift of free will, the most precious of all gifts.
With free will, there are no requirements or obligations upon me. This is an incredibly beautiful thing, when I wholly accept and embrace it.
This matters to me because I am able to choose my own direction without restrictions, regardless of what my culture teaches. I can consciously choose to correct whatever I see or feel are my mistakes, not because I have to, but because I want to. Everything is open to me.
With the gaining, there was also a giving, because in this transition I chose to believe in separation. I chose to leave behind the truth, that I am part of the one, the whole, the holy.
I chose to accept what my culture taught me, that I have missing pieces and that I should live my life searching for them.
I accepted that (god) was not personally knowable or touchable and that my only way to the truth was through someone else’s voice.
And I did not see that fear was my beautiful messenger.
I did not realize that all of what happened to me was a part of my plan, so that I could create and experience anything I desired.
Understanding this, matters to me because I can wake up and abandon this illusion if I choose. I can give up my search for any missing pieces, in favor of accepting the truth. The truth that I am already whole. And I can live this human life, knowing that (god) lives within me, in each and every moment, and that when my human life is complete, I will be reunited with bliss and admitted to heaven.
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