My idea in writing these posts is to put forth as close to the real me as I can, rather than hold back what feels like my truth. I believe everyone, when they hear or read something, will know if it speaks to them and if it does, they’ll want the full story.
What I’m sharing today is my conversation with god from Friday, January 28, 2022. I share it in the hope that you will find something of value in it for your life. Here it is…
I believe it would be helpful for me to ease back on the throttle for a while. I’ve had my foot pretty heavy on the gas for a long time now.
I wonder, what does this mean- practically speaking?
I lean back in my chair and try to let what’s calling me most come and sit next to me and… let it matter.
Can I do this? I don’t actually know because my nature is to associate myself with what I produce. To identify with my results. No results, means no me.
I know this is errant thinking. I am where my thoughts come from, the source of everything, the deep well inside of me that is connected to the divine. I can think I am something or anything else, but this is only a thought. It is not real.
It is part of my free will, the blessed allowance I have that can choose to experience my life from any direction.
What I wonder is, why I’ve chosen to push myself so hard and to try to expand outward in so many directions, sometimes all at once?
Why aren’t I more aware of my own inherent, majestic connection to the divine?
What could be so much better about striving to reach so many earthly goals and accomplishments?
I have so many practical questions. What I need are some practical answers. Answers that don’t send me more outside of myself.
How is this to happen?
Time to practice what I preach and go inside and ask for my divine connection to open to me. For this to happen I need to be quiet and allow the world to slip away and to breathe as if each breath is breathing me. To gently close my eyes and open my heart and wait.
I know the divine lives inside of me and I know it will speak to me, comfort me, love me and lift me up.
I prime the connection by giving gratitude in advance, not as a device to get what I want and need, but as a sacred offering, my outside love, to receive my inside love.
A voice, like the first breeze that brings spring, enters me. It flows through me, cleansing me and sweeping away all that clutters my life. Ahhh, now I can listen clearly.
“Divine child, magnificent being, all is yours already. All a part of the whole. It all exists in full form. There is no need to create it, only to reveal it. How you spend your time is yours to choose.”
Does the voice truly mean this? Can my life be this simple?
Perhaps I don’t understand what it means for a thing to be revealed, rather than created.
I consider another moment. There is no perhaps about it, I don’t understand.
“It is not the action, but rather the belief which matters. For something to appear real to you, you believe it must be created, so you fill your life with acts of creation. But the truth is that all things already exist. When you choose to believe this as your truth, life becomes much simpler. This belief offers you the patience you need in order to reveal the truth, rather than attempting to create it.”
I know the truth for me when I hear it. I know now that there is wisdom in releasing one belief and embracing another.
And I know, I want revelation far more than creation.